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Faith explains away everything, except its own existence?
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Aura
And please let my skies stay blue, won't you?
18 November 2009 @ 01:36 am
It's been 4 months and all is well. I'm particularly proud of myself for never choosing to take the easy way out when issues arise, because breaking up is not an option, and will never be presented as one. Hopefully this is an outward sign of emotional growth and maturity. :) Happy 4th month carpet-headed army boy. :D
03 November 2009 @ 11:24 pm
12 October 2009 @ 02:10 am
Standing somewhere near the summit, on our mountain, I look down and wonder how it feels like to be down in the valleys, where meadows stretch towards the ends of the earth, and where flowers bloom with glorious magnificence. Suddenly being nearer to the sun seem to have lost its appeal, rolling about on the snow covered ground seems silly, it's getting cold up here. Perhaps the view here is better, the future paths appear clearer and more certain, but maybe, just maybe, I'll be happier running barefooted and carefree on the field, breathing in the fresh morning air and feeling the cool dew under my toes.
I'm always envious of others' lives. Perhaps, just maybe, there's someone out there who is envious of mine as well.
I'm considering keeping my hair longer again, since Bing Neo wants it so much. Perhaps people would stop mistaking me for a lesbian that way too.
Aights I almost forgot, since the last time I blogged, I turned 19. Bing turned 20. May the year ahead, though probably fraught with much difficulties, be filled with life lessons, wisdom, love and cheer as well. Remain strong and hopeful people! :)
19 September 2009 @ 12:37 am
I think my life is very blessed. Sure, it can be better, but it can also be much, much worse. Sometimes I sit in the quiet, aware the things that I have, but have no idea why I have them, or how I got them. The feelings of detachment can be so real, the emptiness resounding, but still. Is it odd I find it hard to reconcile with the fact that I have so much? But of course, much is subjective. Very much so.
14 September 2009 @ 07:38 pm
Hi all, it's me, dropping by to say hi before attempting to trudge through my endless sea of confusing assignments and tutorials.
Ah my neighbours weiying and charmaine just popped by to invite me to go support BIzad team for IFG netball, and im proud to say I've resisted the temptation :D. And they commented that my room looks very pink and girly, and it shouldn't be that way. Hello, deep down I'm really girly can? :D Ah its 14th of september today, how time flies. I do realised I haven't posted any picture of me since forever so here's one of me taken last saturday.
Yes I'm argurably surviving in law school, despite the endless amounts of work and other commitments. And I do love staying in hall, cause the freedom and friendship I've experienced here is amazing. Bing the yoda is at the moment rolling in mud in Tekong, and in 3 weeks' time he's still gonna be rolling around there, so there's absolutely so chance that he can celebrate my birthday with me, or me celebrating for him (either way cause its the same day.). <3 you!
Last of all, next week's recess week, and my friends and I shall party our butts off. Law school is high octane shit, very brain damaging when consumed in copious amounts.
Pssst, I don't care if you think I'm some wild chick, cause deep down I know I'm not. My room is pink and girly, remember? :D
Last of all, next week's recess week, and my friends and I shall party our butts off. Law school is high octane shit, very brain damaging when consumed in copious amounts.
Pssst, I don't care if you think I'm some wild chick, cause deep down I know I'm not. My room is pink and girly, remember? :D
09 September 2009 @ 01:42 am
I love my baby!!! I hope baby will miss me when i go army and hopefully dun become a full time clubber or best quit clubbing for ever. or rather if she die die die die die wanna go club i hope she will have self control (though i know she wont) and wont let other guy bua her or rather knowing that got guy wanna bua her and she will go away instead of keep moving back to let them bua. HAHAHA. oh oh and hope my baby will not run away with other guy too and wont flirt with them when i am not around!
MY baby is a BIG TIME LIAR cos she always lie and it always sound so convincing. Although i know she did it for me but i am so scare that next time if she were to have an affair with other guys and if she wanna keep it from me den obviously she will LIE to me! which i am so scare now. so people WATCH out for her for me. You will be heavily rewarded!!! HAHAHA. Last of all BABY I LOVE YOU OK!
from baby's baby bing
03 September 2009 @ 02:33 pm
SLS now, useless as usual, or maybe its just me not wanting to pay attention. I want this week to be over asap, cause law ball has been dragging on for awhile. Gotta get it done and get back to normal school life.
.... I never expect to have to deal with NS issues anymore, really, but this just shows that there are so many twists and turns, hits and misses in life, things can just hit us when we least expect it.
28 August 2009 @ 07:47 pm
Ah hello, just popping by to make a few comments about Life, well if theres much life to talk about.
1. School is hectic and stressful, but I think that I'm the slackest student around cause I only do what is absolutely required, which means I'm way way waaaaay behind the rest of my peers. Gotta buck up.
2. After being in law school for 3 weeks, I realise that if we are anal enough, there's something to sue for in every social situation. Put a bunch of law students together and they will start speaking in an oddly formal way when their discussion heats up.
3. Saturdays are no longer wholly ours. Ownership is only transfered back at 11pm, so happy saturdays only last for an hour.
4. My friends don't see me much. I believe they think I'm missing/ vapourised/ dead.
5. Caught Final Destination 3D, and it's really disgusting, vile and foul. Can't stand gory bloodbaths. :( They undermine life!
I'm rather contented in my current station of life, really, so nothing else is really needed, except a sense of urgency and some hard work.
20 August 2009 @ 11:47 am
I should stop ponning school/ classes/ lectures. Ahhhh but old JC habits die hard. I seem to thrive better under self-study mode leiz. Anyhow Bing had better wake up in 45 mins or I will have to take the BTC bus to school for SLS seminar by myself, a lesson which totally does not benefit the enriching and growing of my intellect at all. :( Anyhow I'm quite glad that I'm not staying at home.
13 August 2009 @ 11:19 pm
3 days in law school feels like half a year in JC. -_- Long hours, a huge pile readings and loads of other crazy stuff that cannot be understood by my little brain that has shrunken much since the end of A levels.
12 August 2009 @ 03:12 pm
So school has started and I've gotten the worst timetable one can ever get. Like it's seriously bad. Bing's my only source of happiness. :)
01 August 2009 @ 12:31 pm
I'm feeling very disturbed over several issues, and have been advised to face them as they come, instead of worrying myself before their time. But still. it irks me that such issues can exist, that people can be so narrow minded and such flibbertigibbets, and that I'm so unaware of the many things that's going on around. Perhaps it's because I'm a control freak, or maybe it's because I just care too much about what others think. Or... it's just self-pity and I'm feeding my inferiority complex. Anyhow now I just feel like I'm trapped in this suffocating, constricted shell and there's no way out, because I'm not one to drop things on the ground then turn and walk away. You may say I only have myself to blame for whatever predicament or state of mind that I'm in, and I concur, but that is as usual only half the painting. I don't know how I appear to others cause I'm extremely unaware. But in all honesty, I treat everyone with sincerity. I hope that's enough.
26 July 2009 @ 10:42 am
Pray that we all return safe and sound! Gotta come home safe to start an eggciting Uni life ahead! :)
23 July 2009 @ 09:34 am
20 July 2009 @ 03:11 am
It's 3:10 am and I feel strangely happy, despite being extremely full from prata, mee goreng, stingray and cheese fries from Simpang bedok . It's a strange coincidence, really. I'm extremely careful but I like listening to your stories though. :)
15 July 2009 @ 01:24 am
In the last 24 hours, I caught Ice Age 3, rode pillion and sped through AYE, listened to gang stories, bought 2 yellow stars, played arcade, ran across the field at Marina Barrage and had Indo grill for dinner. :D
11 July 2009 @ 02:26 pm
Type down your reactions when someone says these phrases to you.
1) WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
huh like what?
2) I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
?!
3) LEAVE HER/HIM ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME...
I'm better off alone. :)
4) COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO!
*smiles*
5) PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
If i have the time, I will. Promise.
6) WTF YOU THINK I'M SO FREE IS IT?!
Probably more free than I am.
7) I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
Yay Thank you!
8) WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
Same reason as why Sunday comes before Monday?
9) I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
sure! when's the concert?
10) YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
hmmm okay, but why?
11) I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU..
Better not to.
12) I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU.
We don't need smiles all the time in life, do we?
13) THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HIM/HER
...
14) NOTHING!
okay...
15) WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
97930361
16) CAN I HAVE THIS?
yeah sure.
17) MAY I ESCORT YOU?
where to?
18) DO YOU STILL LOVE HER (HIM) TILL NOW?
what do you think?
19) YOU'RE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING ALL I WANT
You want very little, then.
20) WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
Ha, maybe never. :)
1) WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
huh like what?
2) I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
?!
3) LEAVE HER/HIM ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME...
I'm better off alone. :)
4) COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO!
*smiles*
5) PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
If i have the time, I will. Promise.
6) WTF YOU THINK I'M SO FREE IS IT?!
Probably more free than I am.
7) I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
Yay Thank you!
8) WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
Same reason as why Sunday comes before Monday?
9) I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
sure! when's the concert?
10) YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
hmmm okay, but why?
11) I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU..
Better not to.
12) I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU.
We don't need smiles all the time in life, do we?
13) THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HIM/HER
...
14) NOTHING!
okay...
15) WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
97930361
16) CAN I HAVE THIS?
yeah sure.
17) MAY I ESCORT YOU?
where to?
18) DO YOU STILL LOVE HER (HIM) TILL NOW?
what do you think?
19) YOU'RE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING ALL I WANT
You want very little, then.
20) WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
Ha, maybe never. :)
05 July 2009 @ 06:37 pm
It's a cold and gloomy day!
Three camps on and having made many new friends, it's a pity I have to miss the union camp due to quarantine and flu-like symptoms. Next week I'm so gonna chiong for RAG once I'm well, up and about! Oh, and I do hope that Sports Camp 2 would materialise, and that we would get to try Cosplay! Sports camp was the BEST, don't doubt! ZOVB balls, Woof balls, G-max, night cycling, banana boat, knee wakeboarding, they've got everything! Oh maybe I will go for Vball Club activities too! Lastly, I'm gonna stay at Temasek Hall! :D Exciting no?
Perhaps it's the heart that ran cold,
but that sunshine that radiates from the core hasn't been felt in a long while.
I doubt I have the capabilities, anyhow.
02 July 2009 @ 11:59 pm
Nothing much, I just hope that there wouldn't be anymore H1N1 cases. My friends and myself included.